When my flaws arise

When my flaws arise

Would it have been worth the wait?
When you see that I am stubborn and at times hard to understand will you regret having met and married me? When I start to reveal that I'm insecure and not as confident as you thought, that I'm shy and hide myself and fear being naked, will you understand where I come from? Will you accept that I'm not perfect?

Will you support or reject the fact that at times I just want to be left alone with nothing but my thoughts and God? That some days I like to just walk without planning or telling anyone where I'm going?

When these flaws of mine begin to surface will you dread that we met and fell in love? Will the love you have for me be enough to keep us together for life? I'm sure you too have faults but will you be able to understand me? All of me? Quite honestly there are times when I don't understand myself. So being an "understanding brother" alone won't make us last. I need you too love me and respect me. As I am. My crazy and weird ways too. I'll never seize to respect you in all I do, but it may get to you. I need you to be strong and patient with me. I'm a work in progress. I need you to help me when my walls close together, I'll do the same for you. I have issues that might take a lifetime to mend, scars that may never heal. I have doubts, fears, pain that I try keep hidden. I'll do my best to let you into all of my world. But these flaws of mine will at some point arise, will you still stay once they do? May God give you the grace to approach me, love me, marry me and stay with me.